Every new detail he hears makes his image of this mystery kiss even more blurred in his mind. He's pretty sure he wouldn't kiss Dokja under any normal circumstance (maybe??) but everything is up in the air right now, Dokja's own agitation only serving to fuel his own. ]
I wasn't.
[ It should have been a firm declaration, because he's positive he has no memory of anything like this ever happening, but if two people now are affirming that this happened, then it had to have happened right? His voice lacks its usual confidence, turned quiet by how unfamiliar everything has been this past week. Bad enough to be forced to start all over, but now to be told that he doesn't even have all the memories he should have?
Every day it feels like his control of his own life is slipping further and further away from him. ]
At least not that I remember. I don't....I don't remember what I should.
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Every new detail he hears makes his image of this mystery kiss even more blurred in his mind. He's pretty sure he wouldn't kiss Dokja under any normal circumstance (maybe??) but everything is up in the air right now, Dokja's own agitation only serving to fuel his own. ]
I wasn't.
[ It should have been a firm declaration, because he's positive he has no memory of anything like this ever happening, but if two people now are affirming that this happened, then it had to have happened right? His voice lacks its usual confidence, turned quiet by how unfamiliar everything has been this past week. Bad enough to be forced to start all over, but now to be told that he doesn't even have all the memories he should have?
Every day it feels like his control of his own life is slipping further and further away from him. ]
At least not that I remember. I don't....I don't remember what I should.