... Even if Dokja has. It had been so tempting at the time, when he'd been fighting back against the whispers in his head that he could have a world where he'd never existed. What would that have been like, to not have inflicted so much pain and misery to the people he loves?
Sometimes it still haunts him. Maybe it's why he's awake now, the nightmares always waiting at the edges. ]
We'll talk to him. He's angry right now, but once he's calmed down...
[ Why does it sound like he doesn't believe in what he's saying. ]
[ He sure is suffering, which is still kind of new to him after losing the Fourth Wall. He'd at least had something to keep his nightmares at bay, then, but now...
in her mind. in real life? she looks at him for a long moment, then shrugs. They only have a few hours until the start of the raid anyway, time better spent attempting to rest.]
...Fine.
[good thing dokja won't use lie detection on HER, because she WILL worry about it, and probably pester Yoo Joonghyuk for solutions after.]
[ He wants to say more... Like how she shouldn't even be participating in this raid in the first place, but. He figures he already knows what she'll counter with. ]
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... Even if Dokja has. It had been so tempting at the time, when he'd been fighting back against the whispers in his head that he could have a world where he'd never existed. What would that have been like, to not have inflicted so much pain and misery to the people he loves?
Sometimes it still haunts him. Maybe it's why he's awake now, the nightmares always waiting at the edges. ]
We'll talk to him. He's angry right now, but once he's calmed down...
[ Why does it sound like he doesn't believe in what he's saying. ]
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Sooyoung is quiet for yet ANOTHER moment, her doubt just as easy to read as it would be in the mindscape.]
You know, he's only gonna calm down if you tell him that you won't get in his way.
['and you won't do that, so he won't.']
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Well, I'm not going to tell him that.
[ He's going to set both the books in his hands down now and sigh loudly. As if he isn't stressing enough about a myriad of things. ]
You should get some sleep. Tomorrow's going to be a busy day.
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jk she'll just set them on the table that dokja might have in this hobo room,]
What about you? Are you planning on staying up?
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I'll fall asleep soon.
[ Do not use Lie Detection on him I swear to GOD. ]
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Yeah, he's lying. ]
You and Yoo Joonghyuk have to stop doing this.
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Just go to sleep already. Want me to knock you out?
[approaches... ominously...]
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No. I'll try to fall asleep.
[ That much is at least the truth. ]
Seriously, it's three in the morning. Go back to bed.
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I'll just hit a pressure point! You'll be unconscious right away, promise.
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[ It comes out in a rush and Dokja stops short as he turns to look away, hand rubbing at his eyes. ]
I don't want to be unconscious.
[ That's when the nightmares come. ]
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Is it because of the nightmares? [godmodes your meta
jk, the entire orv gang has ptsd and can't sleep at night even after scenarios, so why wouldn't dokja also be suffering?]
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He hesitantly shakes his head. ]
Don't worry about it.
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in her mind. in real life? she looks at him for a long moment, then shrugs. They only have a few hours until the start of the raid anyway, time better spent attempting to rest.]
...Fine.
[good thing dokja won't use lie detection on HER, because she WILL worry about it, and probably pester Yoo Joonghyuk for solutions after.]
Don't pass out during the raid tomorrow.
[lmao]
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I won't.
[ He wants to say more... Like how she shouldn't even be participating in this raid in the first place, but. He figures he already knows what she'll counter with. ]
... I'll see you when the sun's up.
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she waves a hand at him before leaving his tiny little room,]